It's done.

im goddamned disappointed with you. you proved me wrong. i feel so stupid. i always accept your alibis. i never asked you to explain. i am freaking mad. i dont know if i did something wrong. i have no idea. all i know is that im really annoyed with what YOU ARE DOING. i guess, we’re not really for each other. why try to make it work if it really won’t work? damnit. you know how much i love. my life would suck without. but i have to face this on my own. YOU HAVE BEEN SO INSENSITIVE. i font have to tell you the instances that you’ve been like that. i hate you. you didnt even care. you know what, i think that im the one who is selfish in our relationship because i keep think that you should do this and that. that you should act like this and that. but in the end, i realized that i should not do that. why? because i loved you the way you are. changes are not needed, only imrovements and adjustments. and besides, if you will change, you’re not the same person i lovef before. but now. after what you’re doing, i think that you’re the one who is selfish. you know what, what im feeling right is too hard to release that it is killing me. you mean everything to me but you just throw that away., thanks for that v, you made me realize how stupid i am to give everything to the one who is not willing or even open to give the same amount of love. thank you.