The feeling of being left behind starts to haunt me.
He’ll leave again for London this Friday. And it’s not yet sure when will he be back, this coming July or January next year due to family reasons. Boo.
It’s his third time to leave for London. It’s the third time that he’ll leave me. And yet, the sadness is still there.
Right now, I cant help but cry. Weird. It’s not the first time but I dont want him to leave. BUt like what he’s always telling me, he has to. I dont know why is this happening to me. I guess, it’s because I consider him as my other half. The half that makes me complete. It seems like I am dependent to him but it is just because no one understands me the way he do.
By the time he’s on his way back to London, everything will not be the same. Although we dont see each other everyday and just send SMSs, it’s still better. it feels like he is so near that I can just go to his house and surprise him. Unlike when he’s in London. It’s a thousand miles away from here. From me.
Long distance relationship is not easy as it looks like. It takes a lot of effort. Patience. Trust. Communication and Love. I hope we make it till the end.
PS: I’ll miss him a lot. :And I love him so much.
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