He came home early this morning and I haven't receive any of his text as of this moment. I know that I'm not the reason why he's here but am I being too selfish for asking for just one text message from him? I am really hurt because of that action. It makes me realize that there's before and there's after.. nothing stays the same as it was. Something happened before this but I couldn't believe that he is doing this. Two of my very close friends told me that I should not wait, or assume that he will send a text message but I just can't help it. All I know is that I miss him. I want to see him. BUt I guess, he doesn't want to see me. Or keep in touch either. I know, I'm so pathetic, desperate. But this is what I feel. Right now, I'm not just hurt. But disappointed.. and depressed. This is most hurtful thing he did to me, intentionally or not. The pain is tearing me apart.
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