another broken promise.

okay. today is 17. our thirty-first month anniversary. great. i'm not happy though. it is an ordinary day for me. why? technically, i'm single. and monthsaries are not celebrated when you and your loved one is not in good terms. but it is way different from my situation right now. a couple of weeks ago, kevin and i broke up. out of the blue, he stopped leaving messages, both in FS and YM. i'm asking him what's wrong but he is not responding. then one day, i decided to call it off. you know the scene here. guy disagreed and girl insisted. well. it's hard though. i did it ONLINE. aha. he's not here. he's in LONDON. we thought we could survive that LDR thingy but we didn't. but hey, enough of the story. after long talk. we decided to call it off for the mean time. he said that he'll wait and i said that i'll be mean to him. i said that it will not be the same and he sadi that it's ok. but now. his reaction are way too far from what he had said. he is not speaking to me again. come on. another broken promise. damn it.